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Ok, its been , by the time I finish this post, 24 hours since we had our last cigarette...yesterday actually went fairly well...today has been a day from hell.
Every little thing I say is being taken as snipping, yet the other two adults who are quitting arent seeing that they are just as snippy, maybe more so. Everything is being picked apart...I get told "I dont want anyone to talk to me" so when I abide by that, then I get attitude bcz Im being distant. Im being asked "Did this and this get done", yet Ive been up and out here as much as the person asking, so how the fuck would I know?
I have a headache, my stomache is queasy and Im JUST as grouchy as the rest, and yes, Im going to get defensive if my son is ending up the brunt end of everyones testiness bcz of our quitting the smoking habit.
This is being harder then I expected bcz to be quit frank, I enjoy smoking, but I know that healthwise I need to quit. *sighs*
Every little thing I say is being taken as snipping, yet the other two adults who are quitting arent seeing that they are just as snippy, maybe more so. Everything is being picked apart...I get told "I dont want anyone to talk to me" so when I abide by that, then I get attitude bcz Im being distant. Im being asked "Did this and this get done", yet Ive been up and out here as much as the person asking, so how the fuck would I know?
I have a headache, my stomache is queasy and Im JUST as grouchy as the rest, and yes, Im going to get defensive if my son is ending up the brunt end of everyones testiness bcz of our quitting the smoking habit.
This is being harder then I expected bcz to be quit frank, I enjoy smoking, but I know that healthwise I need to quit. *sighs*