i was like shit i have to write this down!! oh yeah....livejournal it hehe
OK, so i've got it.
I'm so FUCKING OVER ALEX...it's unbelievable. if I have a guy that's not my type, he's like at the top. Like he's honestly a cool dude, and he'd be an awesome friend, but yeah man that as far as it goes. So cool. Oh wait, I refer to him as Rock Steady, right? Ok so yeah. I'm over Rock Steady. I can't even explain how over him I am. But he thinks I'm like a genius or something. Whatever man everyone likes to talk about how dumb Candace is. Lol. Alright. So this is what I had to say:
I sorta forgot it cuz I was going on about Rock Steady, but mostly it has to do with this convo: I'll explain more later. Lol
"Trent" (2:05:21 AM): you think he likes you?
"Trent" (2:05:26 AM): just wait
"Trent" (2:05:30 AM): keep hanging out
"Trent" (2:05:34 AM): and because you arent sure
"Trent" (2:05:40 AM): it will beome clearer
"Trent" (2:05:43 AM): just give it time
AutumnAmor07 (2:05:51 AM): lol that's the thing
AutumnAmor07 (2:05:59 AM): i'm sorta afraid for it to become sure
AutumnAmor07 (2:06:56 AM): like he's seen me drunk, he's seen me high, he's seen me cry...like he knows so much about me and he's real good at handling me when it needs to happen and he's really good with fucking with my head if he needs to i'm really scared, lol omg i'm sincerely scared...
AutumnAmor07 (2:08:02 AM): and i was just thinking...like b4 my problem was i always (and this is a common girl problem) thought about the future and what it would be like being with a guy and with mike i can't even do that cuz first of all its too its just too soon...like all this is now. the future is now. it's so crazy
It's too much to get into now. Hopefully I'll explain later, but noone reads this anyway except for me, and I have a Bio quiz at 8am tomorrow and it's 2:15am so I have other priorities. Lol.