High School Would've Been Soo Different If I Hadn't Been a Lesbian
Lol, yeah so it's 9:07 in the a.m. and I have about 15 minutes to be semi funny. But yepp, you read the subject line correctly, high school, for me, would have been SO MUCH DIFFERENT if I hadn't been under the impression that I was a lesbian. Yes, someone told me that I was a lesbian, and me being the impressionable sophomore that I was, I believed her. And tried my hardest to live a life of lesbianism. Only it never worked.
Granted, I think women are beautiful. They will always have this beauty in them that men could never achieve. So call me a lesbian for believing that. I think it's the libra in me talking.
So, my point is, I could've been much less sheltered if I hadn't been in that position. Things could've turned out so different if I had gone out with Justin in 8th grade when I had the chance. It might not have lasted long. By his sophomore or junior year he was being worked like a dog by the evil Chuck E. Cheese, folks. No joke. I no longer find enjoyment in that place. Though he loves it. Sold his soul, poor thing. So yeah, our relationship would've lasted between 8 months and 2 years. It probably would've ended on a violent note. We used to argue a lot. Next boyfriend would have been without a doubt, Julian Martinez. I love my Hispanics. I love you all, I really do. But he was it. I loved that kid sooo much, I did. I could've been bold. Asked straight out, kissed him in school, anything. But we would've been it. He would have been the relationship I compared all my other relationships to. We don't even talk anymore. He's going out with Legnalyce. She always seems to end up with the guys I want. Who can compare with her? Her name is "angel" backwards. After 2 years, we would mutually break up, Julian and I. And Urbanski would have stepped into the picture. Now he's as changeable as I am, always back and forth. We'd be the famous couple that keeps breaking up and getting back together. That would be us. And that would be how I end up in Philadelphia. A change of scenery. Something new.
Now maybe if all of this had happened, I would've finally stood up to my parents. I wouldn't let them push me around. Maybe we would have a decent relationship by now. Maybe I would've started smoking earlier...maybe I would've quit earlier.
Either way, high school would have been soo different if I hadn't been a lesbian.
Granted, I think women are beautiful. They will always have this beauty in them that men could never achieve. So call me a lesbian for believing that. I think it's the libra in me talking.
So, my point is, I could've been much less sheltered if I hadn't been in that position. Things could've turned out so different if I had gone out with Justin in 8th grade when I had the chance. It might not have lasted long. By his sophomore or junior year he was being worked like a dog by the evil Chuck E. Cheese, folks. No joke. I no longer find enjoyment in that place. Though he loves it. Sold his soul, poor thing. So yeah, our relationship would've lasted between 8 months and 2 years. It probably would've ended on a violent note. We used to argue a lot. Next boyfriend would have been without a doubt, Julian Martinez. I love my Hispanics. I love you all, I really do. But he was it. I loved that kid sooo much, I did. I could've been bold. Asked straight out, kissed him in school, anything. But we would've been it. He would have been the relationship I compared all my other relationships to. We don't even talk anymore. He's going out with Legnalyce. She always seems to end up with the guys I want. Who can compare with her? Her name is "angel" backwards. After 2 years, we would mutually break up, Julian and I. And Urbanski would have stepped into the picture. Now he's as changeable as I am, always back and forth. We'd be the famous couple that keeps breaking up and getting back together. That would be us. And that would be how I end up in Philadelphia. A change of scenery. Something new.
Now maybe if all of this had happened, I would've finally stood up to my parents. I wouldn't let them push me around. Maybe we would have a decent relationship by now. Maybe I would've started smoking earlier...maybe I would've quit earlier.
Either way, high school would have been soo different if I hadn't been a lesbian.