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only a few days left here in this town, this home...this room. by 7am friday morning i'll be headed south to my new town, my new home, my new room. i am at once in shock & exploding in uncontrollable bouts of excitement. for the past couple weeks it's been a cycle of if i'm not crying, i'm grinning until it hurts. it is beginning to stabilize, though. i don't feel as sad; i'm not doing so many "this is my last time ..." or "this is my last monday in tulsa" kind of things. more happy about meeting & settling than worried about missing & the unknown...more ready than scared.
so here i go.
who knows what will happen.
i do not care that i do not know what will happen.
dear big changes,
i am ready for you.
with love, carrie.