Stuff
I've gone FOUR days without cutting, if I can make it through today it'll be five. That's a big improvement on one. I know it's not amazing but it's a start.
Wish I could sit here and say all this wonderful stuff has happened lately and life is great but I can't. I'm really really sick of sitting here having nothing to say, of having no bleedin' life at all. I know I need to start getting fit again, but that's not really important. I need to find something USEFUL to do with my life, something that gives me a buzz, a spark, a reason. See I'm so lustful about wanting a new life, I'm bored with this one, LOL! Not bored with R of course, but everything else is just so MUNDANE. Argggggggggg!
Wish I could sit here and say all this wonderful stuff has happened lately and life is great but I can't. I'm really really sick of sitting here having nothing to say, of having no bleedin' life at all. I know I need to start getting fit again, but that's not really important. I need to find something USEFUL to do with my life, something that gives me a buzz, a spark, a reason. See I'm so lustful about wanting a new life, I'm bored with this one, LOL! Not bored with R of course, but everything else is just so MUNDANE. Argggggggggg!