Jan 25, 2005 15:47
well yesterday i was in a bitchy mood and i'm sorry if i offended anyone and was a bitch to them. i was in a bad mood but today i'm in a good mood..and i got a day off of school bc i had to shadow. it was really boring. i pretty much sat there all day and read magazines. o ya and i had to do laundry for them bc they wash sheets and towels or something. so it was nothing great.
then i got done at 12:30 and came home and i fell asleep bc i didnt get to sleep till late bc me and my mom were going at it and screaming and i was crying and blahh..it doesnt matter anymore but ya..i was tired. so now i'm awake and have nothing to doooo. i was thinking of going to the guys game if they have one..and where..soo if you'd like to join be my guest.
i love my friends..just thought i'd add that bc me and faye had a long long conversation about how much were gonna miss everyone when we go to college and how were growing up wayyy too fast and we dont like it. then we decided to make a pact..haha. were dorks..yes.. butt..i dont think i want to grow up anymore. i use to want to but i think things get wayy to complicated when u get older. there wont be as much drama..but i can block out the drama. i like to have fun and be with my friends and i'm afraid i'll lose taht when i grow up and i'll miss it so much.i no we dont graduate for like another year and a half..but it's gonna go real fast and i dont wanna lose touch with any of friends. sometimes i feel like i'm already losing touch..ahhh...please dont let that happen..okay..anyways..thats enough reflecting.
i actually wanna go back to school tomorrow so i can see my friends and not be lonely like i was today<3