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i have a shitload more of homework which is why i skipped swimming today, but i was getting bored with that and couldn't concentrate anymore..so i thought i'd write some shit in here. school's the same and i would like to shoot myself b/c i've been soo stressed this week b/c i have soo much work to do and know time to do it.
my doggy died last night :( i guess it's for the better b/c she was old and sick and blind and couldn't get around very well. it just sucks. my mom's real upset and i hate death and i don't no how to handle it. it seems like this week and last week i've been hearing about soo many deaths and sickness's. it's really not fair, especially since christmas is in like 4 days. i dont'no..this year i'm just not in the christmas spirit. i wish i was b/c its the best holiday, the prettiest, and the most fun b/c u get to give presents and receive presents and spend time with family and loved ones. its soo happy and this year it just doesn't feel happy or like christmas. i think this fucked up weather, where one minute its snowing and the next its like 50 out, has something to do with it. but i watched elf for like the 43478574985794 time today in spanish and i love it and it gets me in the christmas spirit:) but then i come home to all this work and i get down in the dumps again. i'm having mood swings. i just need christmas break. taht will solve it, hopefully.
faye blaire and some other people went skiing today and i couldn't go. i was pretty pissed at my douchebag dad. if he doens't let me go next time they'll just have to steal me from my house so i can go. i miss snow and skiing :(
please let it snow, let it snow, let it snow
now i have to go bury my dog.
my doggy died last night :( i guess it's for the better b/c she was old and sick and blind and couldn't get around very well. it just sucks. my mom's real upset and i hate death and i don't no how to handle it. it seems like this week and last week i've been hearing about soo many deaths and sickness's. it's really not fair, especially since christmas is in like 4 days. i dont'no..this year i'm just not in the christmas spirit. i wish i was b/c its the best holiday, the prettiest, and the most fun b/c u get to give presents and receive presents and spend time with family and loved ones. its soo happy and this year it just doesn't feel happy or like christmas. i think this fucked up weather, where one minute its snowing and the next its like 50 out, has something to do with it. but i watched elf for like the 43478574985794 time today in spanish and i love it and it gets me in the christmas spirit:) but then i come home to all this work and i get down in the dumps again. i'm having mood swings. i just need christmas break. taht will solve it, hopefully.
faye blaire and some other people went skiing today and i couldn't go. i was pretty pissed at my douchebag dad. if he doens't let me go next time they'll just have to steal me from my house so i can go. i miss snow and skiing :(
please let it snow, let it snow, let it snow
now i have to go bury my dog.