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[autumn_nicole]

Only one more week of freedom from school lol...sucks, but I'm actually ready to go back...I started the Curves diet on Monday, and so far, I've lost 7.5 lbs.! I plan on losing a LOT more...but I want to be smaller for once in my life...oh yeah...I found out something recently about a guy that I went to school with, and I'm like ewwww lol...I was shocked, to be honest! On Friday night, I was on here, not really wanting to chat, but this guy IMed me, and it turns out he lives like not far at all from me (I'm talking the same county!)...so I thought that was kinda cool, bc you never see other MC people on here much at all! I got a new tennis racket on Friday, so Lacie and I are going to start playing some...before, I played with my mom and my aunt, but they're no fun lol...I got a lecture about Rickie last week from my friend Aaron (not the guy I went to high school with; this is a totally different one!), and I think I totally needed to hear it...and then from talking last night with Tammy, I definitely know I shouldn't be trusting him, with him being 3 1/2 hours away at college and us not talking as much as we probably should...part of me wants to hold on to him, bc I really do like him, but another part of me is wondering if he really is being faithful and not doing anything...I can't say that I've been a complete angel, and he knows that, which makes me think he might do something in retaliation...he'd probably never talk to me again if he knew what happened last week, but I'm so not going into that lol...Last week and this weekend taught me a lot...I'm more resolved than ever to wait to sleep with someone until I think I might marry them...the problem is, I don't want to seriously date anyone right now...this fall is going to be somewhat tough, bc I have to get my GPA higher, which means making all A's in my classes if at all possible...I'll probably get a B in English, but that'll be ok...This weekend, a man that my family has pretty much known all our lives passed away, so please keep that family in your prayers...they're going to need it! But, he's in a better place now...I just hope God gives them the strength to move on and live the way He intends for them to...Well, that's all for now...more later!!!!!

Love, Autumn

*TOO FAR GONE*

*How 'bout them DAWGS!!!!! 3-0, baby!*