So im sitting out here in New Mexico and i miss home like no other.
the calendar is my best friend.
narcotics anonomys went well.ehemm.
i dont know, i keep searching for some thing that isnt going to show its face until this void is filled. cant every one just have a good time. smoke some weed. jesus.
i kind of have a crush but im smashing it aside. i dont think that 2 girlie girls could really do the damn thing you know?
i hate unrequited love. its always gleaming its ugly teeth into my flesh.
i miss walking around old clarksville. david brigham. getting high in oberhausens g-mas garage. wearing too bright of lip stick. im so well liked and i have soo many friends its just time to love myself. its seriously time to let me love who i am. i know thats whats holding me back.
i could write a book, my heart hangs heavy. homsickness and unrequited love. what a bitter mixture.
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