yeah

[autumn_lips]

kt flanigan is my best friend. im trying to mend stuff with chaz. kate broke my heart and i still try to hold on and i dont know why. i never get to see kyla. my 18th was fun but i didnt get my tattoo and i still havent been to the club due to the drama of my ex girl. 2 close friends of mine are hookin up and they are sort of all i got and i might be being unintentionally pushed away,

my life sucks i almost committed suicide. i have dr. apt. thursday. im finishing out school at reise after this semester at jeff.

hurt myself today
To see if i still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But i remember everything
What have i become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone i know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of s**t
On my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have i become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone i know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If i could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way