Cry Me A River

[autumn_in_me]

I was in a pretty bad mood for most of the day. And although I may not have been showing it at times, it was there. Work is pissing me off alot. My boss said the schedule was ok after I made it before I left yesterday. And then at some point today when I looked at it, I noticed she put me to work till CLOSE Saturday AND Sunday. There's a lot more to it, but I don't even wanna get into it. And then I still have my "sickness" hanging around. I have to go get bloodtests sometime soon, then within a few weeks see the doctor. Honestly, will it just please go away. I'm stopping with that cause I don't even wanna think about it. Ricky's graduation party was tonight. He'll be leaving to Georgia for college in August. And I don't even wanna think about it. I don't know why it's effecting me sooo much, but hes like a brother to me. I don't want him to go. It really sucks. But on top of all this...I just seriously miss my girlfriend big time. I'm just glad I only have one more day to go, and then she'll be back. Longest 10 days ever. I just wanna hold her, and thats what I'm gonna do when I see her. That would be soooo nice right now. There's just sooo much on my mind right now. I have soooo much emotion in me. I was hoping writing about it would make me feel better. Well I am gonna try and get some sleep. Goodnight.

-=- Chris -=-