Freaking Out
I have a ticker on my myspace profile which reads that I have 2 months until graduation. Graduation used to be awesome but now it's absolutely terrifying. I desperately need a job. Any job really that will pay me a living wage . . . and hopefully some benefits. I created an account on Zagtrax which I'm now convinced is an absolute joke. I've never had my e-mail crammed with so many jobs that I could never accept. Sorry Zagtrax, no matter how awesome you think I am, I will never be able to apply as an electrical engineer or nurse. A degree in fine art and business do not equal engineering. What's even more scary than not finding a job is finding some job that I'm okay with but sticking with it for years and never really being satisfied. I'm feeling like a bird standing at the edge of the nest with the looming threat of being pushed out. I need a job, and some balls.