Nov 16, 2009 15:48
i tried to figure out which was worse - a reminder of the person i’d never have, or a hint at his future without me. that’s an impossible question. i think the physical manifestation and juxtaposition of the two in my dream was pretty remarkable, though.
the good news, of course, is i woke to the warm, happily snoring man next to me. but the impression left by the dream has stuck, and i find myself unable to shake that song, that feeling, and the image of him closing the door and walking away.
marc,
dreams,
music