Its good to be Meeee

Sep 02, 2008 10:43

September! Finally the weight of the summer has been lifted off my shoulders and I can once again plan where I am going to get a snowboarding pass to this season.

Yeah, its going to be fucking hot for a while, but Autumn heat is way more different then summer deathheat. Another summer down :)

Things are good. No things are great! I am working at the Halloween store and I am pretty much a sub manager if that makes sense. Should you happen to come in a see our decoration section...that was allll mee foool.

Ive got work, school, friends, Ronnie, Sadie, Kitties, pretty much everything. Ive got my health back too. thats fucking awesome. Everything is great.

I wish there were more entries before this one so I didn't have to see the shitty ones below me but ohhh well. Im over the whole dwelling on things that I cant change, cuz they still suck and Im still pissed at the end of the day. No more wasting time for me. Ive got to much shit to do and too much life ahead of me to keep wasting it on what I have been for ohhh the last 5 years now.

No pun intended but I feel like Ive turned over a new leaf :) I am for sure going to ace my algebra class and every other class I have this semester for that matter. Im a good fucking studnet, and Im hella fucking smart..I just keep needing to see the potential inside myself and stop with the cop out "i cant do this" bull shit kinda attitude. School is a cake walk, there is no reason to fuck over something that I dont have to struggle with.

Its like the saying, "no one said life would be easy, they just said it would be worth it" First off who said that? Second, point and case, life doesn't have to be so fucking hard if you don't want it to be. sure shit comes up that you are going to have to deal with, but theres a time a place where you choose what path you are going to take and its either the path of most or least resistance. In this case least isn't a bad thing so shut the fuck up at my metaphor if you don't like it.

Im sick of seeing people fuck their shit up then complain about it, Ive done this too, but over the last few months, Ive come to find its much easier if you want to fuck shit up so you have something to bitch about. It seems that most people want/need something to bitch about. I'm going to quit my bitching and just make my life the way I want it to be. Im going to be 21 in the blink of an eye, this is the prime of my life (so far) and I need to make the most of it.

back tracking.... I am doing so fucking well in Algebra!!!!!! Its all coming back and for the first time in my life ive taken math off my worst subjects list...so that leaves.. yeah bitches, nothing!! Its good to be in control of my classes and on top of my work. Shit its good to be in control in general.

Its nice that things are going so well for the moment. Im sure its not going to last for nearly as long as Id like it to, but thats okay too.

bwwahahah its bomb cuz I get to being home all the cool and broken decorations from my store that we were throwing away and fix them :)

My first Algebra test is on Wednesday. Im fucking stoked to see what ive got. Wish me luck :)

Thank god its September!!!!
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