whoa
Holy crap. I'm up. I'm dressed. I'm drinking hot chocolate. And I have half an hour before I have to be somewhere. How the hell did this happen?
It looks miserable outside. I don't want to leave the apt. but I guess I'll have to. I'm gonna get wet damn it. I hate cruddy days like this. It looks cold out too. I didn't sleep well last night. I was too stressed out to sleep. I kept telling myself to stop worrying but I wasn't listening to myself. I keep thinking about all the stuff i have to do. And damn is there a lot. I'm gonna have to really really crack down today. I have an analysis due for conducting and I had two weeks to do it. I'm gonna do it last minute today as usual. As long as I stay on track I should be ok. Lets hope I can though. And BLEGH I have dorchestra tonight. I hate orchestra. I'm definately NOT the symphonic player type. I'm a soloist through and through. And speaking of which i have two pieces due on thursday. Actually they were due last week and had so much going on it didn't get finished. This week is kinda the same. Hopefully if the Boston Red Sox keep up the good work they had last night I can buy myself an extra week. (my teacher is a huge fan and when they do well, that is the time to ask for favors) Not that I want to keep putting it off, I just had a bunch of projects due and stuff. Speaking of which, I should go work on the one thats due today.
It looks miserable outside. I don't want to leave the apt. but I guess I'll have to. I'm gonna get wet damn it. I hate cruddy days like this. It looks cold out too. I didn't sleep well last night. I was too stressed out to sleep. I kept telling myself to stop worrying but I wasn't listening to myself. I keep thinking about all the stuff i have to do. And damn is there a lot. I'm gonna have to really really crack down today. I have an analysis due for conducting and I had two weeks to do it. I'm gonna do it last minute today as usual. As long as I stay on track I should be ok. Lets hope I can though. And BLEGH I have dorchestra tonight. I hate orchestra. I'm definately NOT the symphonic player type. I'm a soloist through and through. And speaking of which i have two pieces due on thursday. Actually they were due last week and had so much going on it didn't get finished. This week is kinda the same. Hopefully if the Boston Red Sox keep up the good work they had last night I can buy myself an extra week. (my teacher is a huge fan and when they do well, that is the time to ask for favors) Not that I want to keep putting it off, I just had a bunch of projects due and stuff. Speaking of which, I should go work on the one thats due today.