TOO WONG FOO, I LOVE YOO!
OMG IM SO HAPPI RIGHT NOW~!!!!! nickie and megan came over tonight cause they had walked to kfc and blockbuster, and they brought over some movies and one of em was mommie dearest, super disturbing movie... BUT THEY BROUGHT TOO WONG FOO THANX FOR EVERYTHING JULIE NEWMAR!!!!! you dont even understand how much of my favorite movie this one is!!! ive watched it exactly 57 times and have memorized all of the lines in it. if fact thats kinda why i came up to make and entry, is cause i was annoying megan, just cause i was kinda mumbling all the words along with the movie, and she kept telling me to shut up, so i came to make an entry...but yeah... i love this movie! its about drag queens! you should all go watch it! and MIQUE YOU SHOULD BE HERE WATCHING IT WITH US!!!! wesley snipes, john leguzamo, and patrick swaizy in drag, nothing like it!!! its just such a wonderful film!
utah draws closer. which is good. im missing out on alot of fun things going on here, but i wouldnt stay for anything. and i mean that in a good way. i need to go home right now, and thats just how things are. i need to get away from all the stress and just go back to living my life, even if its only for 8 days. i think it will be good to take a break. and i miss my freinds so so much. words seriously cannot describe my love for them. i miss dani really bad. i miss having a best freind. i mean, vicky and anna and steph and the other girls, they are my best freinds, but nobody will ever replace dani, or come close to being her. i miss it always being me and her. all the good times. doing the paper route in the morning. it makes me want to just cry. i want to go back so badly. i mean, i do like it here, and i likemy freinds alot, but sometimes i think maybe it would all just be a little easier if i just went back. because its really hard to live in two places. i feel torn. i feel like im losing who i am, who i was. i still feel like ive lost everything i had. i feel like im losing touch with my freinds there. its just due time i went back. well i goota go
much love bitches
~autumn birdie~
utah draws closer. which is good. im missing out on alot of fun things going on here, but i wouldnt stay for anything. and i mean that in a good way. i need to go home right now, and thats just how things are. i need to get away from all the stress and just go back to living my life, even if its only for 8 days. i think it will be good to take a break. and i miss my freinds so so much. words seriously cannot describe my love for them. i miss dani really bad. i miss having a best freind. i mean, vicky and anna and steph and the other girls, they are my best freinds, but nobody will ever replace dani, or come close to being her. i miss it always being me and her. all the good times. doing the paper route in the morning. it makes me want to just cry. i want to go back so badly. i mean, i do like it here, and i likemy freinds alot, but sometimes i think maybe it would all just be a little easier if i just went back. because its really hard to live in two places. i feel torn. i feel like im losing who i am, who i was. i still feel like ive lost everything i had. i feel like im losing touch with my freinds there. its just due time i went back. well i goota go
much love bitches
~autumn birdie~