unless i contacted you today throught text, dont talk to me.
seriously after this weekend i realized that i dont need the friends i have. one dont make me feel bad about myself when in reality in doing a whole lot better than you. and for once in my life i feel really good and happy wiht the way i look and act. so fuck off.
i knew there was a reason why i didnt go to parties and hangout wiht people. and saturday was the exact reason why. im sick of parties and going out. im over it . its done for i did that 4 years ago and im over it. i stay at home becasue i want to have a real life now. school is almost over and im goign to do everything in my power to graduate early. i want to start a life and a career and be done wiht buffalo. im so out of here soon.noboday except for a few people understand that just becasue im 20 doesnt mean that im the typical girl of my age. i would rather hang out wiht nicole who i have known since we were 5 and our parents.i would rather do that then go to a party/bar and get drunk all night. ughh
and another thing . when i call you over and over and text cuz i want to hang out wiht my friends and get one word answers or no answers why do i need you. i will always be there for you but i know deep down in my heart that i cant rely on anyone and thats the truth. dont try and tell my otherwise. apperently there are others in peoples lifes that are more important thanfriends and im well aware and used to that. so dont ever try to contact me . becasue when we hang out i feel like and outsider anyways
i knew there was a reason why i didnt go to parties and hangout wiht people. and saturday was the exact reason why. im sick of parties and going out. im over it . its done for i did that 4 years ago and im over it. i stay at home becasue i want to have a real life now. school is almost over and im goign to do everything in my power to graduate early. i want to start a life and a career and be done wiht buffalo. im so out of here soon.noboday except for a few people understand that just becasue im 20 doesnt mean that im the typical girl of my age. i would rather hang out wiht nicole who i have known since we were 5 and our parents.i would rather do that then go to a party/bar and get drunk all night. ughh
and another thing . when i call you over and over and text cuz i want to hang out wiht my friends and get one word answers or no answers why do i need you. i will always be there for you but i know deep down in my heart that i cant rely on anyone and thats the truth. dont try and tell my otherwise. apperently there are others in peoples lifes that are more important thanfriends and im well aware and used to that. so dont ever try to contact me . becasue when we hang out i feel like and outsider anyways