Feb 09, 2006 23:41
I get so depressed and regretful late at night. Especially I think since it's winter. Cold ugly winter. Actually, I think it's because late at night I'm usually alone. And I'm not as conditioned to being alone anymore. Hmm. That.. and I'm tired.
I feel sort of sick to my stomach. Being with Chelsee again was nice. I'm really close to that girl I suppose. I think the friends I made early in life are almost the only ones that I am really comfortable with. Or maybe not?
I think that I missed hanging out with Eric too. He's a good kid, I've known him since grade 8 through my ex and it's kinda neat that we've stayed friends since that.
Last night was sort of wierd. And overall this time in my life. It's sort of happening too damn fast. eww.
well i'm going to play solitaire now because I'm a hottie who hates card games.