Jan 04, 2009 20:29
sometimes i wish my dad didn't care so much
wasting all of this money for a piece of paper that says i wasted all of this money.
like any of the shit they teach actually goes to long term memory?
am i ever going to remember the characters from candide?
well yeah maybe now i am, only because i've just said that.
but honestly, we learn and remember most things for a few weeks in order to barf them back out on paper one time, and then you never need it again unless you watch jeopardy or cash cab.
why can't i just start my life now and go to school later?
I HAVE NO DESIRE TO BE IN COLLEGE.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE.
I HAVE NOTHING THAT I'M ESPECIALLY GOOD AT THAT 800,000 OTHER PEOPLE AREN'T ALREADY BETTER AT.
i have nothing to offer.
thank you dad for caring, but honestly. we both know that i'm a huge let down in all aspects.
SO JUST SAY IT AND LEAVE ME ALONE.
:( i wish i could live under a rock and get by.