turn your pretty head and walk away
my friends can be pretty damn cool when in need them. i was reading in my horoscope that this week i would learn more about partnership (not the romantic kind). Yesterday I ran into at least 7 different friends out and about that I hadn't really seen since i started dating old libra/scorp. I'm definitely feeling the love from the friends. Thank God.
I got to do a little exhale last night with Abigail on the phone. We talked, she listened, I cried, I got over it. Sometimes all you need is a little help from an amazing friend to get those muscles stretched. At the end of it I actually had a huge smile on my face. But I've been getting drunk like every night with friends. I think some people would call that "coping." Carrie told me last night that I am allowed to do that for 2 weeks, but not after that. I think that is a pretty fair time to soak my heart in booze. It'll take its toll and I'll get sick of it soon.
I still can't get the fucker out of my mind, but my feelings aren't particularly sad. It's almost like a default for my mind to go to that. I'm just hoping I don't do any stupid rebounding. I brought my ex Blake Love home with me from the bar, and we just rubbed up against each other and kissed a little. And I cried the entire time. I think he was too drunk to notice.
To moving on, and moving up!
I got to do a little exhale last night with Abigail on the phone. We talked, she listened, I cried, I got over it. Sometimes all you need is a little help from an amazing friend to get those muscles stretched. At the end of it I actually had a huge smile on my face. But I've been getting drunk like every night with friends. I think some people would call that "coping." Carrie told me last night that I am allowed to do that for 2 weeks, but not after that. I think that is a pretty fair time to soak my heart in booze. It'll take its toll and I'll get sick of it soon.
I still can't get the fucker out of my mind, but my feelings aren't particularly sad. It's almost like a default for my mind to go to that. I'm just hoping I don't do any stupid rebounding. I brought my ex Blake Love home with me from the bar, and we just rubbed up against each other and kissed a little. And I cried the entire time. I think he was too drunk to notice.
To moving on, and moving up!