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well...
i have moved my computer to tonys apartment for the next month while i am on christmas break for school. it is all set up and working and im very proud of myself. go me.
so im here at tonys until next thursday, then home for nine days, then back here for another two weeks. oh boy. its all very exciting :)
ive been talking to paul lately. its been nice, actually. very thought provoking, at least for me. i dont mind that though, i find that i seriously lack though provoking conversations while at school. odd, eh? so yeah, it hasnt been too weird or anything, sometimes i actually find that i miss him. the pain he caused me has lessened, but i dont think that i will ever actually forget it. i dont think that would be beneficial to me, anyways. i still treasure the time we spent together though, and the impact he had on me and my life.
anyways...
im bored. im going to be sitting here, on my ass, for several hours in the next month. because aside from babysitting, theres really not much else for me to do, especially stuff that doesnt include spending money. i really need to not spend money.
its nice to sit here, relax, and drink a beer. sleeping would also be nice. but i cant have that yet...not til tony gets home...
i feel like im playing house. its kinda fun. i actually find myself doing dishes and cleaning up on purpose. its really really weird, cause i dont do that kind of stuff.
okay. im off. that is all. goodnight.
i have moved my computer to tonys apartment for the next month while i am on christmas break for school. it is all set up and working and im very proud of myself. go me.
so im here at tonys until next thursday, then home for nine days, then back here for another two weeks. oh boy. its all very exciting :)
ive been talking to paul lately. its been nice, actually. very thought provoking, at least for me. i dont mind that though, i find that i seriously lack though provoking conversations while at school. odd, eh? so yeah, it hasnt been too weird or anything, sometimes i actually find that i miss him. the pain he caused me has lessened, but i dont think that i will ever actually forget it. i dont think that would be beneficial to me, anyways. i still treasure the time we spent together though, and the impact he had on me and my life.
anyways...
im bored. im going to be sitting here, on my ass, for several hours in the next month. because aside from babysitting, theres really not much else for me to do, especially stuff that doesnt include spending money. i really need to not spend money.
its nice to sit here, relax, and drink a beer. sleeping would also be nice. but i cant have that yet...not til tony gets home...
i feel like im playing house. its kinda fun. i actually find myself doing dishes and cleaning up on purpose. its really really weird, cause i dont do that kind of stuff.
okay. im off. that is all. goodnight.