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I return!
Oh yes, I'm sure you missed more clutter in your Friends list. Man, a year and a month.. 13 months in total, of inactivity in this thing.
What caused this ressurection of the self-authoring type? I really don't know. I was sitting there, bored (And nervous, freakin' finals.), and thinking how I never did because my entries seemed boring, trite, and so emo it hurt to read past entries. Then I slowly realized I've changed.. not a lot, but just a little. I guess now that I have stuff to worry about and work over, I have less time to think about things!
I'm also noticing how much I talk about myself in conversations, and how it tends to make people cease talking to me. Thus I'm trying to become less self-involved... though I'm not certain a journal is going to solve this problem. If anything, it'll make it worse, but I need SOME kind of outlet!
Also, a tip for those out there who are incredibly handsome like myself (Ha haaaa! Ha! ha! ... so lonely.) when a girl says, "I've had a crush on you for years!" play along with it. Whatever you do, do not, I repeat, not ask, "Who are you?". It will.. just not end well at all. Even if you don't know her, play along. Try to get the information discreetly. (I need to practice this as well, it seems..)
I'm also trying to get involved in art again, though this always ends in disaster.. or just ends when I forget what I'm doing and, like a ferret, begin chewing on the bars of my cage.. or playing games.. y'know, whatever is handy. Games are fun.. but paint on cage bars are quite tasty..
Overall, I've realized I've become much, much calmer than I used to be since leaving FM.. I guess distancing myself from worst enemies has made me weaker but ultimately, left me a more easygoing kind of guy (And for a guy who lounges around doing nothing with his life, that's an impressive feat! Any more laid-back and my heart'll stop from too much relaxation.). The unfortunate part of making this very long, wordy and somewhat boring entry, is a lot of people who have forgotten me will remember me, which is a bit good (Sup buddies!) and bad (sup enemies/people who've forgotten who I am and left me on their friends list allowing me to know their innermost secret private Friends-Only entries! er, I mean, just.. forgot I existed.)
I'd better stop this right here because this is long and boring enough. Note to self: Update more, with less per post.
Oh yes, I'm sure you missed more clutter in your Friends list. Man, a year and a month.. 13 months in total, of inactivity in this thing.
What caused this ressurection of the self-authoring type? I really don't know. I was sitting there, bored (And nervous, freakin' finals.), and thinking how I never did because my entries seemed boring, trite, and so emo it hurt to read past entries. Then I slowly realized I've changed.. not a lot, but just a little. I guess now that I have stuff to worry about and work over, I have less time to think about things!
I'm also noticing how much I talk about myself in conversations, and how it tends to make people cease talking to me. Thus I'm trying to become less self-involved... though I'm not certain a journal is going to solve this problem. If anything, it'll make it worse, but I need SOME kind of outlet!
Also, a tip for those out there who are incredibly handsome like myself (Ha haaaa! Ha! ha! ... so lonely.) when a girl says, "I've had a crush on you for years!" play along with it. Whatever you do, do not, I repeat, not ask, "Who are you?". It will.. just not end well at all. Even if you don't know her, play along. Try to get the information discreetly. (I need to practice this as well, it seems..)
I'm also trying to get involved in art again, though this always ends in disaster.. or just ends when I forget what I'm doing and, like a ferret, begin chewing on the bars of my cage.. or playing games.. y'know, whatever is handy. Games are fun.. but paint on cage bars are quite tasty..
Overall, I've realized I've become much, much calmer than I used to be since leaving FM.. I guess distancing myself from worst enemies has made me weaker but ultimately, left me a more easygoing kind of guy (And for a guy who lounges around doing nothing with his life, that's an impressive feat! Any more laid-back and my heart'll stop from too much relaxation.). The unfortunate part of making this very long, wordy and somewhat boring entry, is a lot of people who have forgotten me will remember me, which is a bit good (Sup buddies!) and bad (sup enemies/people who've forgotten who I am and left me on their friends list allowing me to know their innermost secret private Friends-Only entries! er, I mean, just.. forgot I existed.)
I'd better stop this right here because this is long and boring enough. Note to self: Update more, with less per post.