Did you ever go through a period of time ...
Where you doubted just about everything. Doubted your intelligence and all your experience, doubted your believes, doubted your decisions, doubted all that you have done.
And then to compound matters
Everyone you talk to, who you feel is in a similar position, points out how that didn't work, you shouldn't have done that, that is not a good idea, whether they knew it or not, whether they intended it or not, its just a magnifying glass for everything you already were afraid to admit or talk about.
The thing is, maybe this wouldnt be so bad if I could even have a minute to think about it. But I haven't. All I have been able to do is hang my head, and try and deal with the pounding headache, the constant burning in my stomach, and the feeling like i've wasted all the energy I ever had.
So much to do..
And then to compound matters
Everyone you talk to, who you feel is in a similar position, points out how that didn't work, you shouldn't have done that, that is not a good idea, whether they knew it or not, whether they intended it or not, its just a magnifying glass for everything you already were afraid to admit or talk about.
The thing is, maybe this wouldnt be so bad if I could even have a minute to think about it. But I haven't. All I have been able to do is hang my head, and try and deal with the pounding headache, the constant burning in my stomach, and the feeling like i've wasted all the energy I ever had.
So much to do..