Feb 07, 2007 21:45
today the school called my uncle. they kicked me out. i wont be going back until March 28th. I will not be graduating this year. I might be getting my GED. but i dont know. so far this has been the most super week ever!
-+- im in love with someone who never loved me and never will. who im friends with and still talk to and every time we talk i feel like more and more shit after we talk.
-+- im not graduating this year, so i will not be getting my $500 scholarship. i will still be in high school. all of my friends are going away.
-+- ive been slowly regressing back into behavior that i had 2 years ago. i have a feeling this might be bad for myself and anyone close to me.
-+- i feel like im a black-hole and i find mild enjoyment in making others sad.