Having a hard time
I've been really struggling this past week. My sleep schedule is fucked up, which doesn't normally bother me but I've been missing a lot of school. Also, my medicine-taking schedule is messed up and it's really eddecting me. Been on my period for two weeks now. I'm also just physically drained. Sometimes I feel like I sleep a lot, but I'm always tired. School is stressing me out and it's like I just don't care anymore, at least about my English class/getting papers written. This morning I almost asked Ian what he thought about my dropping out, which I know is totally stupid and lame because I love learning and I tend to enjoy my classes. I just feel so out of place and miserable. I'm hoping to just make it through these next three weeks of classes. Then it's summer and living with my parents. I think being in Richmond will help a lot; I hope so. I love Charlottesville, but I feel really lonely here a lot. I have a constant migrane and all I want to do right now is put a bullet through my head.