Frowny face also....
Yo so anyways... i dont know why i am updating... just a lil depressed again. Every once in a while, if i am not busy, i noticed that none of my friends have called me in like forever. I told u i would update when janelle called me back but that is the thing... she has not. And i have not talked to sadie in about a month.... and My OWN BROTHER A DUB... i have no sign of him... for about a month now... i wonder what is up... does he hate me or something? i call him abou t everyday... or at least text him and he wont get back at me. I mean i love this dude... and i would die for the guy, and i know he would do the same... but i dont understand how he hasnt been able to call once
i have been talking to blake frequently... he is the coolest... he is my other brother... from another mother ,huh... but ya... i miss that kid so much... i can tell him anything... and he is seriously one of the SMARTEST mother fuckers i know... like when i write (even in this) i try to mimic him... cause he writes like he knows everything... which he does... but that is besides the point
i feel like blake knows why a dub isnt calling me... cause blakes is able to reach him... not frequently... but at least able... NAh maybe he doesnt... i am probably just freaking out... about nothing... but just when i cant get a hold of him it bothers me...
Blake wrote some stuff in his life journal that makes me heck of curious... I bet it has to do with the thing he held from me... ya know THE BIG SECRET.... hopefully we can talk about it soon...
well music is cool... ya enough said... ex: brother ali; sage francis; aesop rock;
tight as shit... and i heard eminems first album... it is amazing
ooo yeah...i feel like i am really starting to fall for this jaclyn girl... She is super sweet, and her looking like sarah is a major plus... but i found out i dont like her for that...she has a completely different personality... completely... and i really like jaclyn's personality.... SHe is real sweet and caring and we get along real well..
And she is also really sexy and sexual... which are a major shoo-in for me and ladies... but a shoo-oof *heh* is that she has already had sex.... And i hate that shit cause i am a virgin and i wanna be with a virgin... she only did it with 2 guys... but it always bothers me.... but i feel like that is something i have to get over, i mean there is nothing she can do about it. She got screwed and know i am screwed... oo well But it is odd... cause usually something like that would vere me away from a girl... but with jaclyn i am kinda accepting it... I must really like her... i would like to go out with her EVENTUALLY... but i am not ready for a relationship... i mean i just moved here... so i cant get tied down to just one chick since i barely have any other chicks except for her... I got get a nice group of friends first. ya know?
But i cant get her off my mind... and everytime we kiss i get the same blissful feeling i use to get when i would kiss sarah... AWWW THATS NICE....
aight welllllllllllllllllllllllll.... peace motha fucka
i have been talking to blake frequently... he is the coolest... he is my other brother... from another mother ,huh... but ya... i miss that kid so much... i can tell him anything... and he is seriously one of the SMARTEST mother fuckers i know... like when i write (even in this) i try to mimic him... cause he writes like he knows everything... which he does... but that is besides the point
i feel like blake knows why a dub isnt calling me... cause blakes is able to reach him... not frequently... but at least able... NAh maybe he doesnt... i am probably just freaking out... about nothing... but just when i cant get a hold of him it bothers me...
Blake wrote some stuff in his life journal that makes me heck of curious... I bet it has to do with the thing he held from me... ya know THE BIG SECRET.... hopefully we can talk about it soon...
well music is cool... ya enough said... ex: brother ali; sage francis; aesop rock;
tight as shit... and i heard eminems first album... it is amazing
ooo yeah...i feel like i am really starting to fall for this jaclyn girl... She is super sweet, and her looking like sarah is a major plus... but i found out i dont like her for that...she has a completely different personality... completely... and i really like jaclyn's personality.... SHe is real sweet and caring and we get along real well..
And she is also really sexy and sexual... which are a major shoo-in for me and ladies... but a shoo-oof *heh* is that she has already had sex.... And i hate that shit cause i am a virgin and i wanna be with a virgin... she only did it with 2 guys... but it always bothers me.... but i feel like that is something i have to get over, i mean there is nothing she can do about it. She got screwed and know i am screwed... oo well But it is odd... cause usually something like that would vere me away from a girl... but with jaclyn i am kinda accepting it... I must really like her... i would like to go out with her EVENTUALLY... but i am not ready for a relationship... i mean i just moved here... so i cant get tied down to just one chick since i barely have any other chicks except for her... I got get a nice group of friends first. ya know?
But i cant get her off my mind... and everytime we kiss i get the same blissful feeling i use to get when i would kiss sarah... AWWW THATS NICE....
aight welllllllllllllllllllllllll.... peace motha fucka