trying isnt good enough
yeah well i tryed all i could and it didnt pay out at all. i fucked everything up yet once again i now know i do not do anything at all right. trying hard just isnt good enough no more. so i guess i just have to let happen happen from now on. im still gonna save up for an apartment but ill be doing it bymyself from the looks of it. but thats fine i guess itll be a good new start right ill be in a differentr city only know the few people i know there i dont know maybe be alone in genral i hpe not tho i really do cuz loseing the love of my life would devestate me. but hopefully i figure out every thing real fast.im gonna go bye..................