so i figured out
yeah so i figured out i fuck up a lot of things i have fucked up peoples friendships i am on the verge of loseing the only thing i have any care for anymore and why for me being me. well just so i can fix this shit im gonna change to be the person im wanted to be cuz all i am right now is a fuck up. so from this god forsaken damned day foward im a different person. good fucking riddence old mike hello new mike