spring will come again
today was the kind of wonderful do-absolutely-nothing sunday that i love. the up-point of the afternoon was definitely when elizabeth, lauren and i attempted to order a pizza while in some sort of weird television induced frenzy.. i also talked to maya and we now have some tentative plans to go to ladyfest philly over break with wes and marisa- hopefully becca will be getting in on this too- it will be amazing.. last night we hung out at the homo homestead for a while and it makes me so beyond happy that we have made friends with such cool kids. i feel really good about most things right now, and it feels SO good to be feeling good about things. but i need to take the advice i gave myself a couple of months ago and realize that i do not need to be in a relationship to be happy and i do not need another person to make me feel good about myself. i have been clinging to any possibility of romance in my life but its only been making me feel even more alone.. its also february and its probably impossible to not feel alone during february.