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ok so if "the primary act of life is the denial of the sense of futility that gnaws at us every morning when we wake up", which is the most popular conclusion, then how fucked up am i if i can't even do that well? if going with the flow is the trick to getting along, then what happens if you ban barely do that? i'm a fuck-up, and it's not because i'm smarter than the average guy; it's because i'm stupid and i dont know what i'm doing