Jan 24, 2005 22:53
Nothing, because the laptop isn't working....
On a brighter note...at this place I feel like I am on my way to heaven... There is time to pray and to think... to think about the future and all the joy that brings me...to think about the past and all the joys and pains that have finally passed... to think about the present and how little I am and how big this world is. This place brings me hope. This is peace. Waking up earlier solely for prayer, okay and the hot chocolate! Daily mass...why didn't I get it until I got here I'll never know what I missed all those days without it. Walking out of daily mass to glare at the top of a mountain, not Steubenville size...but a real mountain. Praying and singing and laughing with my sisters. Thinking about all of you so far away, especially you. Watching holy families at mass and afterwards, playing and praying, that's what keeps a family together. Wanting a holy family myself, and knowing that it can happen brings me such joy. Most of all knowing that every prayer I say in the morning tucks you in at night and every prayer I say at noon wakes you up. Knowing that I am still sharing every day with you. Knowing that I will get to share this place with you. Basically...I am alive and ready for everything He has to offer and I hope that you are too. I am praying for you, all of you, each of you, especially you. May you be blessed today and always.