It had something to do with the rain...
I'm still alone and this was the worst choice I've ever made and I should have just taken work off tomorrow.
Also, I would just like to forget.
Cheese and crackers and movie and bitching about boys on Friday, I'm excited. I actually feel sad for her, genuinely and completely, and I've complained about it a lot today but I completely understand why she called me at midnight and I know that she would have answered if I ever put her in that position. Which I guess is nice.
Yay Tara! Yay Guelph! Yay food channel shows all day long!
I went to Flight Centre and walked in with a dazed look on my face probs, because a guy working there called me over and babied me through the process of considering getting the fuck out of this country even just momentarily by myself or with someone. I actually had an inner battle because he was so Irish and adorable and mentioning history before I did and heart melt-y and I was borderline crazy enough at the time to just book something right then so yay that he had to call hotels and get my phone number instead of actually finding rates when he checked on the internet. I know that didn't make sense.
Went to a Reiki session today. Told my mother about it after I heard about it, and I guess she thought it would be a good idea for me to go (she's been watching me go crazy all summer and I think she's gotten really worried at times)....so I did and I didn't talk and apparently my life energy is mostly balanced except for around my pelvic region which actually makes sense to me and probably I am just a quack but it was fun and I liked it and it felt good. Like I could actually feel my energy swishing and swooshing over my body as she moved her hands over top.
Honestly I don't know where my mind is but mostly I think it's hiding, as in, any time I start to think about something that I'm going to have to deal with eventually it goes to another filing cabinet and hides while simultaneously pulling out different files for me to sort through that are happier or less significant to me. Something sparkley!!!
Good news, Finance decided to remember that I existed and saved their asses throughout the summer. They were kind enough to use me as an excuse to order Wok n Roll! So yay yummy food and almost sort of feeling special finally. Or you know, noticed. I do like how my nickname Mollypop stuck though...lame maybe, but coming from middle-aged women? Endearing. Better than when they talk about how impossible it is to have sex on a bicycle..
yeah. That happened.
Even these stupid cats hate me this year. Fuck this.
Been a long time since I've felt this alone, guess it's my turn.
I can't remember the sound that you found for me.
Also, I would just like to forget.
Cheese and crackers and movie and bitching about boys on Friday, I'm excited. I actually feel sad for her, genuinely and completely, and I've complained about it a lot today but I completely understand why she called me at midnight and I know that she would have answered if I ever put her in that position. Which I guess is nice.
Yay Tara! Yay Guelph! Yay food channel shows all day long!
I went to Flight Centre and walked in with a dazed look on my face probs, because a guy working there called me over and babied me through the process of considering getting the fuck out of this country even just momentarily by myself or with someone. I actually had an inner battle because he was so Irish and adorable and mentioning history before I did and heart melt-y and I was borderline crazy enough at the time to just book something right then so yay that he had to call hotels and get my phone number instead of actually finding rates when he checked on the internet. I know that didn't make sense.
Went to a Reiki session today. Told my mother about it after I heard about it, and I guess she thought it would be a good idea for me to go (she's been watching me go crazy all summer and I think she's gotten really worried at times)....so I did and I didn't talk and apparently my life energy is mostly balanced except for around my pelvic region which actually makes sense to me and probably I am just a quack but it was fun and I liked it and it felt good. Like I could actually feel my energy swishing and swooshing over my body as she moved her hands over top.
Honestly I don't know where my mind is but mostly I think it's hiding, as in, any time I start to think about something that I'm going to have to deal with eventually it goes to another filing cabinet and hides while simultaneously pulling out different files for me to sort through that are happier or less significant to me. Something sparkley!!!
Good news, Finance decided to remember that I existed and saved their asses throughout the summer. They were kind enough to use me as an excuse to order Wok n Roll! So yay yummy food and almost sort of feeling special finally. Or you know, noticed. I do like how my nickname Mollypop stuck though...lame maybe, but coming from middle-aged women? Endearing. Better than when they talk about how impossible it is to have sex on a bicycle..
yeah. That happened.
Even these stupid cats hate me this year. Fuck this.
Been a long time since I've felt this alone, guess it's my turn.
I can't remember the sound that you found for me.