What A Sad Story...
So your hopes are kept high, just to be crushed. Like always. But not all hope is lost.. Just give it time. Another kid to wait on, but yet this time they are the one who is perfect. Not the last kid you were rejected from. Its on going. You cant annoy them, no matter how much you want to see them.. yet they always fall through. Its time to set up a barrier, everything you dont want to do. But is there a choice? Nope. You cant give in, you cant lose the fight. You just hope everything goes right. Maybe it will work, maybe it wont. You know you will just fall apart if it doesnt. You know it will just be your end. Either emotionally or physically, only time will tell. But you just hope for the best. Even though you know you cant have the best, maybe this time.. It will be different. You are frustrated. Just because you are tired of thinking, you hate how you are acting, you think you have already lost. But have you? Does the kid know what youre thinking, can they tell? They are annoyed, but only time will tell. Yeah.. You have to wait. But for what? For them. And if all goes wrong, this will be your end. So hope for the best.. Because Honestly, Only time will tell...