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I couldnt sleep last night. I tried so hard..... You know whenever you are so tired you just cant sleep. Thats how i was. I even had to try sleeping the opposite way on my bed. Muy comfortable though :)
cant stop thinking about him. gdsufigufhuihfui. I wont get my hopes up- but they already are. :( I hate when this happens. Im tired of rejection. damnit. This wont be like the last time i liked a kid going away to college. We all know how shitty that one felt when it happened. I prefer not to repeat it anytime soon. Just keep your fingers crossed.
Speaking of fingers- this was my first day not wearing a bandaid on my finger that got the stitches lol. My finger feels weird. Its numb sorta. I think i may have damaged a couple nerves but it will heal.
I cant wait till I can see crews <3 Love you babe.
I'll ask you
"what in the world should we do?"
The light is green our break is through. Are we not trying to or are we trying to hard? Well, you know i never want to miss, i hold on tight and reminisce. But it's bittersweet to me. When time stands still as it's trapped inside the letterbox you gave back to me. But i'm the one who keeps on reading. But i'm the one who wants to let it go. I'm the first to speak. You're the last to know. Another scene that we're creating, i need to know if we're still making useless progress.
cant stop thinking about him. gdsufigufhuihfui. I wont get my hopes up- but they already are. :( I hate when this happens. Im tired of rejection. damnit. This wont be like the last time i liked a kid going away to college. We all know how shitty that one felt when it happened. I prefer not to repeat it anytime soon. Just keep your fingers crossed.
Speaking of fingers- this was my first day not wearing a bandaid on my finger that got the stitches lol. My finger feels weird. Its numb sorta. I think i may have damaged a couple nerves but it will heal.
I cant wait till I can see crews <3 Love you babe.
I'll ask you
"what in the world should we do?"
The light is green our break is through. Are we not trying to or are we trying to hard? Well, you know i never want to miss, i hold on tight and reminisce. But it's bittersweet to me. When time stands still as it's trapped inside the letterbox you gave back to me. But i'm the one who keeps on reading. But i'm the one who wants to let it go. I'm the first to speak. You're the last to know. Another scene that we're creating, i need to know if we're still making useless progress.