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Old habbits die hard.
But the pain just feels so good.
I want to leave. I am literally on my last nerve. The only reason I am even staying for another year is because i want a brand new jetta and my drum set <3. I cant stand my parents. I cant handle them, and they cant handle me. Im gone in a year and Im not looking back. My dad just WONT shut up. STOP TALKING. dnfoikalfhnajejka. Sorry I am very pissy right now. OMFG HE WONT STOP GOING THROUGH MY SHIT. I have no fucking privacy I cant even fucking handle money without them breathing down my back. Its my fucking life stop trying to control it. I have decided starting tomorrow. I will see how small I can get. I will try to break my on going habit, and see where this takes me. And maybe even obey my parents. Maybe I will last, maybe not. I have a year and I have to get through it some how. And Im sorry for issing so many practices. I just feel horrible because this band means everything to me, and i will try so hard to make everything work.. Im sorry for everything. And i have to work, because i need the money, and I hate that it keeps conflicting. Im trying to work shit out. Later.
P.S. Oh oh and i am exempt frome nglish and history :):):):) SOOOOO I only have to take math. woo woo!
But the pain just feels so good.
I want to leave. I am literally on my last nerve. The only reason I am even staying for another year is because i want a brand new jetta and my drum set <3. I cant stand my parents. I cant handle them, and they cant handle me. Im gone in a year and Im not looking back. My dad just WONT shut up. STOP TALKING. dnfoikalfhnajejka. Sorry I am very pissy right now. OMFG HE WONT STOP GOING THROUGH MY SHIT. I have no fucking privacy I cant even fucking handle money without them breathing down my back. Its my fucking life stop trying to control it. I have decided starting tomorrow. I will see how small I can get. I will try to break my on going habit, and see where this takes me. And maybe even obey my parents. Maybe I will last, maybe not. I have a year and I have to get through it some how. And Im sorry for issing so many practices. I just feel horrible because this band means everything to me, and i will try so hard to make everything work.. Im sorry for everything. And i have to work, because i need the money, and I hate that it keeps conflicting. Im trying to work shit out. Later.
P.S. Oh oh and i am exempt frome nglish and history :):):):) SOOOOO I only have to take math. woo woo!