Mar 22, 2009 21:15
This has not been a good month. Constant emotional roller coaster.
I got laid off at the end of February. Three days after I started the loan process to buy my house. The bank decided that without income, i would no longer be a smart investment and they yanked my loan. I have wanted to own that house since I was 7.
Now I am working in the Kroger bakery. Less than half the pay and hours. Plus union dues. I am also serving at a tavern downtown.
I kind of knew it was coming, but I was hoping that they would get rid of the girl that was falsifying data first. They made me prove that she was doing it, and laid me off in the same day. I wish companies had integrity.
I today went to my myspace page for the first time in months, just to find out that someone I really cared about deleted me without any explanation. I really don't get it. I don't think I will ever understand why people do things like that to me. I've been over that before.
It looks like Michael is going to get a pretty good job. He has two offers. One job is for Time Warner, the other for a new restaurant concept. We are just waiting to see which one will pay him more. Honestly, after he gets this job, it won't really matter that I lost my job.
I want to work. Or go to pastry school.
I want to be happier than I am.
I don't know how.