sooooo
i was out tonight, hanging with some people i know here. watched a sweet show bob and the gang were playin. anyways, was hanging out after and sammy was a few glasses of wine deep and said something that really hit a nail on the head.
she said that i'm a really nice and good person but i'm a liability. Its true. I dunno how to describe me otherwise. I gues thats why pepole don't invite me out. maybe they enjoy my company but i guess they wouldn't invite it. sometimes i get invited. it works out but it also doesn't.
bummer...
sucks to be told something so bluntly but at least i'm drunk. meh. at least now i know.
meh. I think i' going to start working on a new me. forg about the old me and just work on who i feel i am. and act as such. be self actualized. meh, i think it makes it easier to do such a thing if i neglect and reject most previous relationships. not all as identity is important and family never changes so there's that. but, in general, i've already disconnected facebook for the most part and i've pruned contact lists recently as well as other social media. i dunno
its like i want to really define myself, act accordingly, and then decided after that's accomplished to show myself off to the world. meet people, make photos, invite friendshipes, find love. none of the girls i love love me back
she said that i'm a really nice and good person but i'm a liability. Its true. I dunno how to describe me otherwise. I gues thats why pepole don't invite me out. maybe they enjoy my company but i guess they wouldn't invite it. sometimes i get invited. it works out but it also doesn't.
bummer...
sucks to be told something so bluntly but at least i'm drunk. meh. at least now i know.
meh. I think i' going to start working on a new me. forg about the old me and just work on who i feel i am. and act as such. be self actualized. meh, i think it makes it easier to do such a thing if i neglect and reject most previous relationships. not all as identity is important and family never changes so there's that. but, in general, i've already disconnected facebook for the most part and i've pruned contact lists recently as well as other social media. i dunno
its like i want to really define myself, act accordingly, and then decided after that's accomplished to show myself off to the world. meet people, make photos, invite friendshipes, find love. none of the girls i love love me back