The Shameless A.W.
sooooo I'm hanging out with Alicia Wilcox this weekend.
She's an important soul. I'm not sure why she sticks out of the sea of people washing ashore everyday, but something about her causes love at first sight, and there's nothing but radiance and warmth emanating from her. Maybe she's a fairy. All I know is i'm lucky to even have her be willing to hang out with me.
She's not exactly someone I talk about my emotions with though. Athough she sure can spill her guts to me . I'm not sure why she feels okay telling me so many personal details. But I sure do respect her because of those stories. I don't understand how someone who's walked through so many piles of shit still has such a warm heart. When she's around is to hear her laugh and see her smile. To watch her as her eyes light up with excitement. I wish I could spend everyday making that life.
I'll never forget the day I saw her first, and I've been in love ever since. Sadly, I'm far from the only lonely schmuck in the world, and she's excellent at meeting people. I'm far from the 10 she deserves, but surely there's a better life for her somewhere out there.
At the very least I wanna be more like Alicia Wilcox; have an open heart and mind, be shameless to a fault, resilient as water.
So, this will probably be the last time I ever hang out with her though. We hardly make it a point to keep in touch frequently, and she's sure to get tangled up forever here soon. I just hope I can make the effort to bring all this internal dialogue out in the open.
On another note; I did get that really awesome hug I was asking the universe to send my way. Quite a few actually. I'd love to say making up for all those missed, but I fear its actually fillingOn another note; I did get that really awesome hug I was asking the universe to send my way. Quite a few actually. I'd love to say making up for all that missed time, but I fear its actually the feeding the bank for future droughts. theOn another note; I did get that really awesome hug I was asking the universe to send my way. Quite a few actually. I'd love to say making up for all those missed, with more to come in the future, but I fear it was actually filling the pond to prepare for future droughts.
She's an important soul. I'm not sure why she sticks out of the sea of people washing ashore everyday, but something about her causes love at first sight, and there's nothing but radiance and warmth emanating from her. Maybe she's a fairy. All I know is i'm lucky to even have her be willing to hang out with me.
She's not exactly someone I talk about my emotions with though. Athough she sure can spill her guts to me . I'm not sure why she feels okay telling me so many personal details. But I sure do respect her because of those stories. I don't understand how someone who's walked through so many piles of shit still has such a warm heart. When she's around is to hear her laugh and see her smile. To watch her as her eyes light up with excitement. I wish I could spend everyday making that life.
I'll never forget the day I saw her first, and I've been in love ever since. Sadly, I'm far from the only lonely schmuck in the world, and she's excellent at meeting people. I'm far from the 10 she deserves, but surely there's a better life for her somewhere out there.
At the very least I wanna be more like Alicia Wilcox; have an open heart and mind, be shameless to a fault, resilient as water.
So, this will probably be the last time I ever hang out with her though. We hardly make it a point to keep in touch frequently, and she's sure to get tangled up forever here soon. I just hope I can make the effort to bring all this internal dialogue out in the open.
On another note; I did get that really awesome hug I was asking the universe to send my way. Quite a few actually. I'd love to say making up for all those missed, but I fear its actually fillingOn another note; I did get that really awesome hug I was asking the universe to send my way. Quite a few actually. I'd love to say making up for all that missed time, but I fear its actually the feeding the bank for future droughts. theOn another note; I did get that really awesome hug I was asking the universe to send my way. Quite a few actually. I'd love to say making up for all those missed, with more to come in the future, but I fear it was actually filling the pond to prepare for future droughts.