I give up!
Well, another relationship ended, and here I sit, alone. I have given up on finding another 'love of my life'! I had it and as I've said before, he won't be with me because of his career/image. I had even stopped comparing what we had to all my other relationships, but it just seems that there's no one out there who wants to fall passionately in love and live our lives together. My prince charming is only a frog, every time.
Now, I admit, I was one of those guys, after my 'divorce' to my 'prince'. I had as much sex as I could, not getting to know the blokes, and all. Parties, clubs, all that....but I don't want that anymore. I'm 31 years old now!
I can't be 'out' due to my job, as well. There's NO way! I am NOT a coward or anything, plus I promised my 'prince' that I would keep mum about it, for him. I honor my promises.
No one is going to read this anyway, so why do I bother? I just hope it helps to get it out of my system somewhere. I am not asking for pity, just to know that there ARE some men out there who DO want romance. And damn it, I WANT to get married, even have a kid or two perhaps, one of these days. I think I might make a pretty decent parent.
I dream of a world where we don't have to keep secret the persons that we are. We have come a long way, but have a long way to go. I could be with my prince if only......
Now, I admit, I was one of those guys, after my 'divorce' to my 'prince'. I had as much sex as I could, not getting to know the blokes, and all. Parties, clubs, all that....but I don't want that anymore. I'm 31 years old now!
I can't be 'out' due to my job, as well. There's NO way! I am NOT a coward or anything, plus I promised my 'prince' that I would keep mum about it, for him. I honor my promises.
No one is going to read this anyway, so why do I bother? I just hope it helps to get it out of my system somewhere. I am not asking for pity, just to know that there ARE some men out there who DO want romance. And damn it, I WANT to get married, even have a kid or two perhaps, one of these days. I think I might make a pretty decent parent.
I dream of a world where we don't have to keep secret the persons that we are. We have come a long way, but have a long way to go. I could be with my prince if only......