Aug 08, 2006 00:28
wow.. a lot has been happening. I went to the Azores from July 29th-August 5th. That was absolutely amazing. The land was beautiful and the people, for the most part, were so kind. We had boys taking pictures of us (the dance team) while we performed.. they were banging on our dressing room doors... they were paying 5 euros for pictures with us. It was amazing, truly amazing. We had bodyguards. We enjoyed ourselves. I tanned. I could hardly believe it! I tanned!!
But no more company which is sad. I could really use the knowledge of being on the team right now to ease my worries. My heart is in turmoil. Do I wait for him while his heart mends? or do I move on and risk leaving the most amazing relationship? He's an amazing person and I know no matter what we'd be friends, but I wish for something more. I know he feels that way about me.. he's told me. He's just not ready for anything serious. I'll stick it out.
I move-in to school in about 27 days or so. I'm really excited and can hardly wait. He goes to school with me, by the way. That's how I met him. At orientation.
Yeah.. I don't know what else to write about. If there's anthing from past entries that you want me to update on, just let me know. Thanks!
-Nichole Elise*