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Well paul and I were thinking about alot of stuff the other day he wants us to get a townhouse and i dont really think that I'm at that stage in my life where I can go just get a townhouse on the income i get. N when i told him that he got really mad with me and started yelling at me. I dont know what to do now. We talked out some stuff and we are back to normal he wants to do heroin again and i feel really bad because i do too and i was up all night crying about it. I just want to feel ok it's like life dosent feel ok I'm not Ok!!!!