Post-Event
I don't wish I was dead, since then I wouldn't be conscious to appreciate the fact that the searing, aching pain in every fibre of my wretched, broken shell of a carcass had finally ended. I think I'd want to be able to enjoy it.
But I'd do it again, and twice over. Every new event I run is more rewarding than the one before. Loving this shit right here. Many, many thanks to zero_pixel_coun, who helped polish the write up of the event and co-ran it with me.