I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER!!!
Ok somethin's gotta give, im gonna die if i live like this any longer!!!
alright, at church today we had a Thanksgiving dinner thingie and it was fun and all, BUT...Jacob needs to get away from me. every little thing i did, he was watching over my shoulder...im suprised he didnt follow me into the bathroom! HE FOLLOWED ME HOME!!!UGH! i need to just get away! i want to move and just leave him behind for a couple of days! i went to get some food, he took the thing away from me and got it for me---i went to get something to drink,he picks up the thing and pours it for me--i went to wash some dishes, and he's right behind me making sure i do it just right...or else he will do it over again for me. i dont know what to do anymore.
My friend Ron just told me that he was in love with me and that the only reason he would be coming back would be for me. well he's coming back. i dont know what to do. he doesnt know about Jacob and i know it will make him sad. i love him too, but there's nothing i can do about it right now. well i might have something to do about it if Jacob keeps this shit up. man im gonna die. i wish i would so i wouldnt have to deal with this anymore. today's a fucking 2-only because im still fucking living
alright, at church today we had a Thanksgiving dinner thingie and it was fun and all, BUT...Jacob needs to get away from me. every little thing i did, he was watching over my shoulder...im suprised he didnt follow me into the bathroom! HE FOLLOWED ME HOME!!!UGH! i need to just get away! i want to move and just leave him behind for a couple of days! i went to get some food, he took the thing away from me and got it for me---i went to get something to drink,he picks up the thing and pours it for me--i went to wash some dishes, and he's right behind me making sure i do it just right...or else he will do it over again for me. i dont know what to do anymore.
My friend Ron just told me that he was in love with me and that the only reason he would be coming back would be for me. well he's coming back. i dont know what to do. he doesnt know about Jacob and i know it will make him sad. i love him too, but there's nothing i can do about it right now. well i might have something to do about it if Jacob keeps this shit up. man im gonna die. i wish i would so i wouldnt have to deal with this anymore. today's a fucking 2-only because im still fucking living