me yet again for today
things in twb are worse now, no1 likes me there and i was hoping that itd be better so add on to that the kid i like , u all kno who, who ive liked since ummm..... january i think (not in twb or wms) doesnt like me sigh well i mean how could he i could go on 4ever for whats wrong with me and heres my list of ALL of my good qualities (personality and looks): 1- my eyes
well isnt that a big list??? and they rnt even that nice they're only a tiny bit cool and thats only cuz they change color wicked fast like right in front of u, im thinking about coloring my hair temperarily but idk i dont think id look good no matter how i changed unless i got plastic surgery, i was talking to mike (a)yesterday... he's wicked cool, he's like the only person my age outside of camp that i can talk about religion to (call me a geek or w/e u want cuz of me talking about religion but im not gonna look worse to god just to look better for u and say im not christian or something along those lines)
and he's really right about some of the things he says but some of the others i dont think hes right but hey ull find that to be tru with every1 but idk life is sooo confusing i like this kid sooo much (not mike im taking about u kno who again) and it sux cuz i mean y would any1 like me when they're like him he's soo awesome (personality a LOT more than looks but hes still hott) and sometimes he like leads me on and stuff which idk makes my day but then this happens and its not a big deal ( im not talking about him not liking me there's more to the story) but it still hurts like really bad hmmmm, wow somethign that pisses me off in twb is there r noo guys to choose from, they r all like oo look at me im such hott shit but trust me none of them r except for u kno who (yea another one) whos kinda ishy, he's not hott i dont think but he's sooo funny and he seems wicked nice hmmm and he said when jake asked him about me and told him that i liked him, that he "wasn't interested in having a gf right now" but i kno that it means "omg marissa?!?!?!?! she's sooo ugly and annoying i wish she'd go back to wms every hates her here" behind it and any1 who knos me and who im talking about knos its tru but omg i was asked if i liked grant and jake today??? NONONONONONONO like they're cool as friends but NOTHING more (for me at least they'd be good for some1 else cuz they're nice, even tho jakes perverted) and im such a bitch for acting like this but it's the truth in my eyes and i dont want ppl to think i like them, ask me who i like and ill tell u but not in my lj, well i should say guess not ask cuz i dont like to tell ppl that way its too easy and makes me feel idk uncomfortable sigh my life well dinner and soc. (dont u just luv hw) to deal with now
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well isnt that a big list??? and they rnt even that nice they're only a tiny bit cool and thats only cuz they change color wicked fast like right in front of u, im thinking about coloring my hair temperarily but idk i dont think id look good no matter how i changed unless i got plastic surgery, i was talking to mike (a)yesterday... he's wicked cool, he's like the only person my age outside of camp that i can talk about religion to (call me a geek or w/e u want cuz of me talking about religion but im not gonna look worse to god just to look better for u and say im not christian or something along those lines)
and he's really right about some of the things he says but some of the others i dont think hes right but hey ull find that to be tru with every1 but idk life is sooo confusing i like this kid sooo much (not mike im taking about u kno who again) and it sux cuz i mean y would any1 like me when they're like him he's soo awesome (personality a LOT more than looks but hes still hott) and sometimes he like leads me on and stuff which idk makes my day but then this happens and its not a big deal ( im not talking about him not liking me there's more to the story) but it still hurts like really bad hmmmm, wow somethign that pisses me off in twb is there r noo guys to choose from, they r all like oo look at me im such hott shit but trust me none of them r except for u kno who (yea another one) whos kinda ishy, he's not hott i dont think but he's sooo funny and he seems wicked nice hmmm and he said when jake asked him about me and told him that i liked him, that he "wasn't interested in having a gf right now" but i kno that it means "omg marissa?!?!?!?! she's sooo ugly and annoying i wish she'd go back to wms every hates her here" behind it and any1 who knos me and who im talking about knos its tru but omg i was asked if i liked grant and jake today??? NONONONONONONO like they're cool as friends but NOTHING more (for me at least they'd be good for some1 else cuz they're nice, even tho jakes perverted) and im such a bitch for acting like this but it's the truth in my eyes and i dont want ppl to think i like them, ask me who i like and ill tell u but not in my lj, well i should say guess not ask cuz i dont like to tell ppl that way its too easy and makes me feel idk uncomfortable sigh my life well dinner and soc. (dont u just luv hw) to deal with now
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