The Ugly world
There is so many problems in today's world. It worries me about Audrey's future. It makes me wonder what world were leaving for the future generations.
Its also makes me want to lock Audrey away so she never sees how ugly the world is.
As I write this 60 minutes is doing a report about a 14 year old being abused. This friggen scares me.
Body Image
I always hoped that I'd be one of those lucky women, that have children and bounce back easily.
This has not been the case. Audrey was a big baby 8.6 pounds. My body struggled to cope and then afterwards the fatigue kicked in. Sometimes Audrey will only sleep a couple of hours.
To get through the day I've been binge eating. I was two sizes smaller before the pregnancy.
In a way it makes me feel like I've lost control.
I don't want to stop eating but I do want to eat healthier and a little less. I'd love to fit in my old cloths again.
Some days I look in the mirror and I see a stranger. Some days I can"t even look in the mirror.
The struggle is real but Audrey was worth it.
But it's my secret struggle. We all have them this one is mine.
Its also makes me want to lock Audrey away so she never sees how ugly the world is.
As I write this 60 minutes is doing a report about a 14 year old being abused. This friggen scares me.
Body Image
I always hoped that I'd be one of those lucky women, that have children and bounce back easily.
This has not been the case. Audrey was a big baby 8.6 pounds. My body struggled to cope and then afterwards the fatigue kicked in. Sometimes Audrey will only sleep a couple of hours.
To get through the day I've been binge eating. I was two sizes smaller before the pregnancy.
In a way it makes me feel like I've lost control.
I don't want to stop eating but I do want to eat healthier and a little less. I'd love to fit in my old cloths again.
Some days I look in the mirror and I see a stranger. Some days I can"t even look in the mirror.
The struggle is real but Audrey was worth it.
But it's my secret struggle. We all have them this one is mine.