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i realized tonight that i am basically depending on everyone else's motivation to get me through the rest of the year. i really don't do my own work any more an d i rely on other people to do their work so they can help me do mine. i envy the people who can still sit at home and write an essay. i've lost hold of the point of doing any of the assignments handed to me and i also don't see the point of going to school. it seems like i've learned everything there is to be learned and i'm not going to learn anything else.. not like i did in the first place.
my dad says this outlook on school is simply that, an outlook.. or an attitude. and yes, it is.. but isn't there a reason that i acquired such an outlook? something triggered me to feel like this... something big. because i've felt this way this whole fucking year.
brady's been kicked out of his house because he's gay.
miles is being kicked out of his house because he is a typical teenager.
corey tripped in keegan's refrigerator box after winking at me today.
it was hilarious.
my dad says this outlook on school is simply that, an outlook.. or an attitude. and yes, it is.. but isn't there a reason that i acquired such an outlook? something triggered me to feel like this... something big. because i've felt this way this whole fucking year.
brady's been kicked out of his house because he's gay.
miles is being kicked out of his house because he is a typical teenager.
corey tripped in keegan's refrigerator box after winking at me today.
it was hilarious.