Pure Happiness.
Moo Moo MoO
My fat ass needs to get to the gym. Too bad I have ZERO free time.. and the free time I do have I want to spend it with Payton.
*sigh* Maybe I’ll buy a lotto ticket and get lucky! Hahaha
So hopefully I’ll be getting this Stimulus check thingy… I could really use the money. AS for my last entry and the working part time.. I think I will just try and stay full time for a few more months. I have all kinds of medical bills I need to pay. Having a baby is not cheap!!! I THANK GOD I had insurance while I was pregnant…. JUST for the delivery the insurance covered 18,000 worth of medical bills! Granted I still had to pay quite a large sum out of pocket(close to like 2.5k) it’s a whole hell of a lot better than close to 20!
I have never been one to have high self esteem but looking at pictures from not very long ago.. sort of makes me sad. I am super unhappy with the way I look right now. I know it’s normal.. and I just had a baby not even three months ago but still.. it’s so frustrating.. not only that but I really don’t have time to go work out. .I love going to the gym.. I just don’t have any time to go. I suppose I could start getting up an hour early on the days my grandma watches Payton and go then.. but then there is the money factor! Haha UHG.. I guess I am destined to be a huge cow forever. LOL
Anyways.. things are pretty much the same.. I am probably the happiest I have been a super long time… hahaha
I have to say though, my FAVORITE part of the day is in the morning when Payton wakes up, and I tell him good morning and he just get’s the BIGGEST smile on his face. It just melts my heart. Haha I think it’s safe to say that you don’t know pure happiness until you make your baby smile just by saying something so simple as good morning. Anyways.. I should be working I am slammed today! So tata for now LJ!
My fat ass needs to get to the gym. Too bad I have ZERO free time.. and the free time I do have I want to spend it with Payton.
*sigh* Maybe I’ll buy a lotto ticket and get lucky! Hahaha
So hopefully I’ll be getting this Stimulus check thingy… I could really use the money. AS for my last entry and the working part time.. I think I will just try and stay full time for a few more months. I have all kinds of medical bills I need to pay. Having a baby is not cheap!!! I THANK GOD I had insurance while I was pregnant…. JUST for the delivery the insurance covered 18,000 worth of medical bills! Granted I still had to pay quite a large sum out of pocket(close to like 2.5k) it’s a whole hell of a lot better than close to 20!
I have never been one to have high self esteem but looking at pictures from not very long ago.. sort of makes me sad. I am super unhappy with the way I look right now. I know it’s normal.. and I just had a baby not even three months ago but still.. it’s so frustrating.. not only that but I really don’t have time to go work out. .I love going to the gym.. I just don’t have any time to go. I suppose I could start getting up an hour early on the days my grandma watches Payton and go then.. but then there is the money factor! Haha UHG.. I guess I am destined to be a huge cow forever. LOL
Anyways.. things are pretty much the same.. I am probably the happiest I have been a super long time… hahaha
I have to say though, my FAVORITE part of the day is in the morning when Payton wakes up, and I tell him good morning and he just get’s the BIGGEST smile on his face. It just melts my heart. Haha I think it’s safe to say that you don’t know pure happiness until you make your baby smile just by saying something so simple as good morning. Anyways.. I should be working I am slammed today! So tata for now LJ!