Zeit ist Geld
I don't have enough time. Maybe I do, but if so, I waste it.
Why can't I just say "no" sometimes?
Why am I made to feel jealousy so strongly esspecially towards things that never ever in my life have bothered me before?
Why can't I be enough to make one totally happy and care for nothing else but me?
I know there are things in this world bigger than myself but I hate watching you tear yourself up over them.
"The problems of two people in this world don't amount to a hill of beans, kiddo. That's why you're getting on that plane".
Overdue Birthday Dinner out with my parents tonight.
I forgot to ask her if she'd go. she'd better not get all weird on me or my parents. She always makes things so uncomfortable when she doesn't have to. If only she'd realized how much of a convenience she ISN'T!!! She'd be much happier.
She's really upset that she cut her hair shorter. I think it's even hotter. I like seeing her face.
Things I am looking forward to most:
1. Paying some bills friday so I can ditch at least some of my worry.
2. Going to my animation class tomorrow morning.
3. Kissing her again. That last one was a doozy(i've never tried spelling this word before)
4. Spring and Summer. I need it like a cokehead needs a line.
Things I am worried about:
1. Whether or not she'll graduate.
2. Overdue credit card payment.
3. Owing my dad 60 bucks still for getting the cordia a new starter.
4. Having to ask my parents for trainfare tomorrow.
5. Buying books for class
6. Paying my student Loan
7. Paying car insurance.
8. The cordia's wiper transmission went out.
So I'm officially struggling in life. It's no ones fault and I'm not bitter about it. It's just the way things are right now and I've got to deal with it.
I just can't believe some people these days. Why can't she just have good friends. Speaking of good friends I need to work on being a better one myself these days. I need to hang out with Bryan STAT!!!!! I wish he had a job and especially a phone so I could call him and be certain I could get ahold of him.
I'm not really looking forward to my Aesthetics class. Well, I'll be fine as long as the teacher doesn't want us all to talk about our papers. I didnt spend as much time on my paper as I should have. I think it's worth about a C. I wonder if we'll have a quiz. We had one in History of cinema yesterday that I failed cause I missed the first week of class and don't have the text book.
At least the train ride is easier this year thanks to the Gameboy Advance. Final Fantasy makes the time fly. I'm gonna go grab a snack now.
Why can't I just say "no" sometimes?
Why am I made to feel jealousy so strongly esspecially towards things that never ever in my life have bothered me before?
Why can't I be enough to make one totally happy and care for nothing else but me?
I know there are things in this world bigger than myself but I hate watching you tear yourself up over them.
"The problems of two people in this world don't amount to a hill of beans, kiddo. That's why you're getting on that plane".
Overdue Birthday Dinner out with my parents tonight.
I forgot to ask her if she'd go. she'd better not get all weird on me or my parents. She always makes things so uncomfortable when she doesn't have to. If only she'd realized how much of a convenience she ISN'T!!! She'd be much happier.
She's really upset that she cut her hair shorter. I think it's even hotter. I like seeing her face.
Things I am looking forward to most:
1. Paying some bills friday so I can ditch at least some of my worry.
2. Going to my animation class tomorrow morning.
3. Kissing her again. That last one was a doozy(i've never tried spelling this word before)
4. Spring and Summer. I need it like a cokehead needs a line.
Things I am worried about:
1. Whether or not she'll graduate.
2. Overdue credit card payment.
3. Owing my dad 60 bucks still for getting the cordia a new starter.
4. Having to ask my parents for trainfare tomorrow.
5. Buying books for class
6. Paying my student Loan
7. Paying car insurance.
8. The cordia's wiper transmission went out.
So I'm officially struggling in life. It's no ones fault and I'm not bitter about it. It's just the way things are right now and I've got to deal with it.
I just can't believe some people these days. Why can't she just have good friends. Speaking of good friends I need to work on being a better one myself these days. I need to hang out with Bryan STAT!!!!! I wish he had a job and especially a phone so I could call him and be certain I could get ahold of him.
I'm not really looking forward to my Aesthetics class. Well, I'll be fine as long as the teacher doesn't want us all to talk about our papers. I didnt spend as much time on my paper as I should have. I think it's worth about a C. I wonder if we'll have a quiz. We had one in History of cinema yesterday that I failed cause I missed the first week of class and don't have the text book.
At least the train ride is easier this year thanks to the Gameboy Advance. Final Fantasy makes the time fly. I'm gonna go grab a snack now.