I can't believe my life right now.
Every time I lay down or even just relax I think of her. I don't want to go to sleep because I'll end up thinking of her. It's pure torture. I need to see her tomorrow, or at least hear her voice. She's got my mind and my heart doing things I forgot they could do. I'm not in love, or am I??? Wouldn't that be nice. I'm obsessed, infatuated and addicted.
Work is no fun at all. I'm feeling somewhat inadequate at guitar again. I really need to get over it because we're recording Monday.
I hate them all. I miss them all. I finished Wizard and Glass.
What am I going to do about school?
I need a car now!
I bought a suit for my aunt's wedding. It's shnazzy! 200 dollars meant for car spent elsewhere.
I'm calling her tomorrow afternoon if she doesn't call me. I dont care if he answers the phone. She'll know I called. I hate him.
I don't care what anyone would think about it. I want to be with her.
I didn't see this coming at all:)