ERRRG
And AGAIN! AGAIN! Why again? What the hell is wrong with me that I attract this shit. I swear to the gods it's like I have no defense when it happens, and then I'm obsessed over it for days. I feel like ripping myself to pieces. Literally. I want to carve myself to nothing (yes, I know, emo and psycho, but it's how I feel). I hate me, and I hate people.